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Devil Beside Me - Chapter 3



***Charles***
...

I watch her leave the room before I heave back a sigh.
Maybe what Im doing to her is immoral but I dont give a shit.
I thought I finally found happiness, but it turned out to be an ugly lie.
Everything was a big fucking lie.
After the woman I loved left me on the altar and ran off with another man, life is just... emptiness.
I now see the world in black and white. There is no longer beauty in life. Its all fake.
I changed for her. I stopped fighting. I studied hard so I could take care of her in future.
I wanted to become the person that she could rely on.
Who knew she ended up falling for that bastard instead...
That day when she left me, I gave in to the real me.
No more Mr. Nice Guy.
I became who I was before: a monster.
I no longer give a shit.
Not after that bitch cut my heart into fucking pieces and left me to die.
Fighting is what I do best. Its the only way to feel empty when my heart is crumbling.
It helps to numb the pain. So I let myself bleed until my heart feels nothing.
When I saw those two street punks tried to lure a woman into their web, I stepped in.
It wasnt to save her, I did it because I wanted to see blood.
I wanted to feel blood and inflict pain.
She turns out to be an ungrateful whore...
Which is a pity, especially since she's worth to look at.
That mane of red hair... its like a river of blood.
And they flowed brightly under the moonlight.
I had the urge to bury my hands in her hair and inhale it.
I planned to leave her. I didnt care why she was desperate enough for money.
But when she lifted her large brown eyes at me, I stilled.
And my dead heart started to beat.
Her eyes reminded me of her, the woman I loved.
It was that same look. Even though she looked weak outside, but behind those eyes held her spirit.
And her spirit soared behind those glassy eyes in defiance and I wanted to yank her and kissed her senselessly.
It was why I gave her the money. I wanted her to stay by my side.
So I can break her spirit until she lies broken on the floor.
Im going to break her into pieces.
Like me.

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